☀Yellow is Mellow☀

I'm going insane!

2011-10-17T00:21:00.003+08:00

Whining and complaining about your life will not make your life better, but why are you still complaining? You have a lot of things that others don’t have yet you complain. Wake up Azara Nur!

Tapir and his usual self

2011-10-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

The thing about Tapir is that he hates being alone. Really hates it! So one day we came back from work, both of us went straight to each other's PC. Didnt mean to ignore him it's just that he wants us to come to him instead of him coming to us, well that's just too bad!

Anyway, this video is really funny! caught him talking and eating at the same time. This is not something new though, it's just so happen i had the camera around me then so i just put it on the floor and leave it there. Because i know as soon as i leave him alone with the food he'll start complaining... ahahaha

Enjoy the video!

Inspirational speech

2011-09-19T16:52:00.003+08:00

This is an old video i watched years back.

A MUST WATCH!

Transcript:

Hello, I’m Severn Suzuki speaking for E.C.O. – The Environmental Children’s Organisation.

We are a group of twelve and thirteen-year-olds from Canada trying to make a difference:
Vanessa Suttie, Morgan Geisler, Michelle Quigg and me. We raised all the money ourselves to come six thousand miles to tell you adults you must change your ways. Coming here today, I have no hidden agenda. I am fighting for my future.

Losing my future is not like losing an election or a few points on the stock market. I am here to speak for all generations to come.

I am here to speak on behalf of the starving children around the world whose cries go unheard.

I am here to speak for the countless animals dying across this planet because they have nowhere left to go. We cannot afford to be not heard.

I am afraid to go out in the sun now because of the holes in the ozone. I am afraid to breathe the air because I don’t know what chemicals are in it.

I used to go fishing in Vancouver with my dad until just a few years ago we found the fish full of cancers. And now we hear about animals and plants going exinct every day — vanishing forever.

In my life, I have dreamt of seeing the great herds of wild animals, jungles and rainforests full of birds and butterfilies, but now I wonder if they will even exist for my children to see.

Did you have to worry about these little things when you were my age?

All this is happening before our eyes and yet we act as if we have all the time we want and all the solutions. I’m only a child and I don’t have all the solutions, but I want you to realise, neither do you!

* You don’t know how to fix the holes in our ozone layer.
* You don’t know how to bring salmon back up a dead stream.
* You don’t know how to bring back an animal now extinct.
* And you can’t bring back forests that once grew where there is now desert.

If you don’t know how to fix it, please stop breaking it!

Here, you may be delegates of your governments, business people, organisers, reporters or poiticians – but really you are mothers and fathers, brothers and sister, aunts and uncles – and all of you are somebody’s child.

I’m only a child yet I know we are all part of a family, five billion strong, in fact, 30 million species strong and we all share the same air, water and soil — borders and governments will never change that.

I’m only a child yet I know we are all in this together and should act as one single world towards one single goal.

In my anger, I am not blind, and in my fear, I am not afraid to tell the world how I feel.

In my country, we make so much waste, we buy and throw away, buy and throw away, and yet northern countries will not share with the needy. Even when we have more than enough, we are afraid to lose some of our wealth, afraid to share.

In Canada, we live the privileged life, with plenty of food, water and shelter — we have watches, bicycles, computers and television sets.

Two days ago here in Brazil, we were shocked when we spent some time with some children living on the streets. And this is what one child told us: “I wish I was rich and if I were, I would give all the street children food, clothes, medicine, shelter and love and affection.”

If a child on the street who has nothing, is willing to share, why are we who have everyting still so greedy?

I can’t stop thinking that these children are my age, that it makes a tremendous difference where you are born, that I could be one of those children living in the Favellas of Rio; I could be a child starving in Somalia; a victim of war in the Middle East or a beggar in India.

I’m only a child yet I know if all the money spent on war was spent on ending poverty and finding environmental answers, what a wonderful place this earth would be!

At school, even in kindergarten, you teach us to behave in the world. You teach us:

* not to fight with others,
* to work things out,
* to respect others,
* to clean up our mess,
* not to hurt other creatures
* to share – not be greedy.

Then why do you go out and do the things you tell us not to do?

Do not forget why you’re attending these conferences, who you’re doing this for — we are your own children. You are deciding what kind of world we will grow up in. Parents should be able to comfort their children by saying “everyting’s going to be alright” , “we’re doing the best we can” and “it’s not the end of the world”.

But I don’t think you can say that to us anymore. Are we even on your list of priorities? My father always says “You are what you do, not what you say.”

Well, what you do makes me cry at night. You grown ups say you love us. I challenge you, please make your actions reflect your words. Thank you for listening.

This speech was given at the UN Earth Summit that took place in Rio de Janeiro 1992. After almost 20 years. Our world is still the same!

Look what happen to this seal

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This is the man who's responsible for the cruelty. He was sent to jail for two years for willfully ill-treating 23 seals by clubbing them to death with a pipe near Kaikoura on November 26.

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Read the story here

Hold my hand

2011-09-13T18:05:00.004+08:00

When we do something, there’s no need justification to why we did it. I think the more you say the more people will try to prove you wrong. I learn it the hard way.

People LOVE passing judgment, that’s human!

I read newspaper everyday, and what I hate about reading them is this uneasy, discontented feeling you get reading about how unkind human can be. Sometimes you wonder what’s going on in their head that they did what they did; Rape, manslaughter, stabbing and injuring woman, snatching people’s handbags, recent acid splashing and cruelty.

Should we blame the parents or the government? Or is it our fault as a community? If I am to reason every crime committed, I bet I’ll be in a mental house! I think what we should is not ponder on the why but instead we should start thinking about how we can help reduce the crime.

I think the most we can do is either voice out our concern to the media and help in any kind we can. But we cannot take justice into our hands.

I think the two ‘boys’ who went into hiding are scared. I am not sure if they have repent their sin or not but they are being immature. They should face the public and apologize because what they did is unforgivable to some, as we’ve read cats lovers’ respond on their apologies on facebook.

I think people want to see them crying and pleading publicly, maybe if we hear the ‘sad stories’ coming out of their mouth we’ll be more forgiving? Even then if we still cannot forgive them, what more should they do to make you forgive?

I think it’s just a sad case of not wanting to forgive, EVER!

This is a case of abandoning pets to death. Is it so much different from committing the crime with your bare hands? Should we start defining cruelty? Cruel, not so cruel not cruel… Any act of cruelty is cruel. It’s the same like forgiving. You cannot be selective in forgiving.

I couldn’t imagine myself in a state of belief where we choose who to forgive or what types of crime to forgive.

It’s the same thing as voicing out your opinion, we are finicky when it comes to what should or shouldn’t been said publicly.

Justification to why we forgive, why we don’t want to forgive, why we do this etc are just too dreary.

Bottom line. Somebody commit a crime, we forgive or we don’t. It’s as simple as that.

It’s also the same thing like asking people to care about animal cruelty, asking people to start voicing out on behalf of these voiceless animals.

It’s very hard to convince people to forgive, like it is asking people to care.

Look what happen now after the government launch of No Plastic Bags on Saturday? We still see majority of people asking for plastic bags. Same goes to anti-smoking programmes.

It’s hard, people refuse to listen.

You want people to care, but you don’t want to forgive. It works both ways. God almighty is watching, we should do all we can to improve ourselves. We shouldn’t stop learning, learning to care about living creature, learning to be more forgiving.

Dissapointment

2011-09-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

You care, you read.
You see something is wrong.
You stop reading. But you still care...
You just don't want to face the negativity surrounding the issue you care.

But you still want justice, you still want to read...
But you don't want to get hurt.

So, what should you do?

Don't care?

I'm tired and I'm sad. I care too much it hurts.

Petknode Fiasco

2011-09-07T11:25:00.005+08:00

I urge everyone to stop sending negative, bad, snide remarks to Petknode Cat Boarding. No I am not their accomplice, staff nor family member. I am just a fellow Muslim and Human being, who is also a cat lover and have about 30 cats. Have conscience and compassion, we are born flawed and fallible. God made us that way so we have some sense of humility. Both the owners had shown some sign of remorse by issuing an apology; it’s enough for me because that shows they are still human. Whatever we do or say will not bring back the dead nor return health to all other cats that were ill-treated. What we should all do now is move forward, stop pointing finger here and there, instead ask yourself, what can you do to help stray or feral cats? Do you adopt a stray cat or buy one? If you point your finger at someone, REMEMBER there are 3 more pointing at you!

Let us all be Kind and Forgiving.

Happy Eid!

I post this message on my FB and i tagged Petknode Cat Boarding. I guess it was a mistake on my part for believing that humans are capable of showing compassion. Well yeah i know it's hard. No one is saying it's easy but at least u should show respect to people who are trying to look things from a different perspective.

I'm not a bandwagonist, i dont go with the flow. I refuse to be in the crowd filled with anger and hatred. To be negative and stay that way is easier, hands down! We are define by the choices we made so i choose to stay positive. =D

I felt sorry to people who fail to see the bigger picture

2011-07-10T16:21:00.002+08:00

The SECRET (Law of Attraction)

JACK CANFIELD

Mother Teresa was brilliant. She said, "I will never attend an anti

war rally. If you have a peace rally, invite me." She knew. She

understood The Secret. what she manifested in the world.

HALE DWOSKJN

So if you’re anti-war, be pro-peace instead. If you’re anti-hunger,

be pro-people having more than enough to eat. If you are anti-a

particular politician, be pro-his opponent. Often elections are

tipped in favor of the person that the people are really against,

because he’s getting all the energy and all the focus.

Source: The Secret by Rhonda Byrne

Weekend plan

2011-06-10T11:37:00.003+08:00

It's almost noon. I am so excited about going back Melaka. I miss my babies so much, it's unbearable. I really hope we'll be moving out to a bigger house soon, definitely not another apartment! i want a landed property. I don't care how much it'll cost as long as i'll be reunited with my children.

But i'll be staying for only a day as ikmal's grandmother not feeling well, so i thought of spending saturday night at his parents' place. Keep his grandmother company.

I seems to have luck on my side. I've been lucky in so many things. I am grateful to Allah for His Blessings. I hope it continues. Amin.

It's not over

2011-05-21T06:00:00.001+08:00

So... Bye bye Masterchef. My husband went to it's audition in KDU. To be honest, I am disappointed with their way of judging. I mean this is a cooking show but the final say for the first audition rest in the hand of the personality judges.

If a person can sell his cooking but fail to 'sell' himself then he fail to proceed to the next stage.

Well. That's just sucks. All three chef judges gave such approving comments about his cooking. especially about his home-made pasta, which to me is perfect. The chefs even anticipated to see him again for the cook-off where supposedly if he passed the first audition, he needs to cook the same dish in front of the judges within an hour.

imagine his horror when after all these compliments, all the excitement he faced in the first audition room were crushed when the second room judges (which we guessed were consist of people from Astro) rejected him. Two of them said no, without even glancing at his dish. The only judge who said yes is the only one tasted his dish.

It's really really hard to digest all these, you cant understand what it feels like rejected boldly after all these while I had been watching him cook passionately everyday, listening to him talk about food any chance he got and most of all dreaming together of all the wonderfull things he will be able to learn from the chef judges if he's in the programme.

Do you how expensive it is to enroll in a professional cooking class?

Well, but that's that. I actually persuaded him to email them asking whether the cook off invitation on Sunday by the chefs are valid, but they said no. But if he wants to try again he can come tomorrow and go through the process again.

We discussed, as much as I want him to be in the programme, I couldn't resist the thoughts of maybe God has other plans for him. Maybe it's His way of saying he's worth more than just being a reality TV show winner. I know he's great with cooking, I got over 20 kilos of prove hahaha and with the chef judges compliments to reassure that, I guess he prefer to stick with what had happened instead of trying to prove himself of something obviously already great.

My husband is not a joker and he certainly is a very quiet man. He's observant, which I think what makes him a great cook. If his timid personality that cost him his Masterchef dream then I think it's not worth pursuing. Don't you think?

However, I will not deny that a certain part of me still wants him to go and try again, not to win the second room judges over but to let the chef judges know that he's serious about his cooking passion.

I don't know. I'm sure you notice the contradiction in everything I've written but well I am human, it's very hard to resist on being imperfect.

The most disappointing thing ever to me about Masterchef Malaysia is that they sort of focus on famous people like Ary Malik and Zery Zamry, I think Ary is or was an actress (I don't watch TV) and Zery Zamry was previously on another reality TV show (Project Runway)

These people made real good bucks, I'm not sure about Ary Malik but Zery Zamry is a successful fashion designer.

Again I know you probably think I'm ranting because my husband didnt get through and I am probably eating my heart out trying to point his failure on to others. Well, I actually don't care what you think... ahahaha... I never had any problem with people disagreeing with my way of saying things and I shouldn't start now kan? :p

Well, that's about it... it's too depressing to be discussing about this whole Masterchef affair.

My husband is totally calm and content, it's really funny actually. I mean everyone around him, are frustrated and angry with the programme but he's just... well.. being himself. He seems to not affected, not that i surprised... I know him. Unlike me, he's actually the last person you'd imagine offended by this whole thing.

If it was me rejected because of my personality I will be damn furious. I mean who are you to judge whether or not my personality suits your TV show!!! Tapi there, it's obvious... It's THEIR TV SHOW... I guess they hand-picked persons who they think can sell the programme.

Just look at Akademi Fantasia... aha!!! It's all drama lah...

OK OK... I'll stop.

Sorry if anybody offended by this post, this is merely my thoughts out loud. Posting them online kinda give me a satisfaction... a some sort of relieve if there's others who agree. or not.

anyway. wish us luck with everything else. bye.

My new favorite thing in the world

2010-11-19T16:43:00.002+08:00

source

thanks to Abah.

Ikmal

2010-11-03T04:44:00.001+08:00

I will be in Melaka around 8 or 9. wish i can put him in my pocket!

bacterial infection

2010-11-02T13:32:00.001+08:00

saket gigi yang amat. thanks to future MIL the pain lessen now. tapi still it hurts! im sleepy now. bye

I miss Goten and Gohan to bits

2010-10-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

2 down 7 more to go?

I don't have the heart to do it but i had to. I'm so so sorry babies... mommy will always love you. It's not that i abandon u, I'm just making sure the best is taken care of for your sake. I love you Gohan and Goten! I miss you, see you this Friday i hope. mommy will be bringing Goku and Cici along to join u ;)

疯狂

2010-10-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

我只是无法理解一些人。他们其实是想炫耀还是抱怨？浪费时间。

bragging much?

2010-10-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

I refuse to join in the madness. i sometimes wonder what's on her mind. literally.

Dino!!!

2010-09-15T21:00:00.003+08:00

Owh how i miss u Dino!!!! My dad just bought a rottweiler for guarding purposes. He's suppose to follow my brother to Kampar untuk jd guard dog kat sana but kalau dia jd guard kat rumah alor gajah boleh??? He's super cute!!!

Milo kesayangan semua

2010-09-06T14:32:00.001+08:00

Alfatihah kepada Cik Milo. Teman kepada En Kabu.

Sangat sedih :'(

My belated birthday Dinner by Ikmal

2010-08-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

Ikmal promised me a japanese cuisine for my Birthday. However, my family decided to come here and surprise me so he had to cancel that. But, a promise is a promise... He then make a wonderful Japanese buka puasa for us...

here are the pictures

Appetizer: California Temaki, Miso Soup, Japanese green tea

Main Course: Chicken Katsu, Unagi Don, and Japanese Salad.

Perut macam nak pecah semalam!!! Sedap!!!

Macam nak nangis

2010-08-25T15:21:00.003+08:00

close up

As i mention, my 3 years old D80 kena kencing kucing. navigation button tak leh guna. So i send to Nikon PJ. Turns out. The body is fine. Tapi lens aku bapak berkulat. Hence the quotation above.

im still contemplating on to proceed with repair or just buy a new lens. Fish eye perhaps? woot woot. Takda maknanya! Mahal! dah tengok dah :(

alah... tapi sayang tau... i've been using this lens and camera since 8th February 2007... sigh.

What make my day

2010-08-23T06:57:00.003+08:00

What a good effort! Don't u think? J.J just made my day!! Thanks a bunch to friends who wish me on FB, twitter, SMS, phone calls... U all make me feel like a celebrity. haha. I love each and everyone of u =D

As u know my baby, Miss D80 is at Nikon PJ. I am yet to receive invoice for that. I don't know how much it will cost me, but i hope it wont be more than MYR200. I hope my baby will be ok.

Ikmal is making me Japanese food for dinner/berbuka. I am thrilled!! I love you maneng!!!

and Happy Birthday to ME =)

p/s: even Bank Islam send birthday wishes to me via SMS!!! woot woot!!!

Tapir Puasa

2010-08-12T05:33:00.001+08:00

Updated photos of Tapir my sunshine

His first day of puasa. FLAT. huahahah

Suka hati saya

2010-08-09T09:35:00.001+08:00

Maaf. Sorry. 对不起.

Tergedik sikit. my new hair.

Malas DAY

2010-08-07T14:25:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since the last time I ordered Dominos. Reasons being the fact that I was on NoCarbs diet and my sweet fiancé who loves to cook for me. teehee.

Anyway. I'm not on diet today and decided to take on a promotion sent to me via SMS few days back by Dominos.

Wow, to my surprise... they have revamp their website and i love their GPS Great Service Tracker. Woot Woot...

Sadly, i cannot have pizza too often. So God knows when my next order will be...

Really Really Happy

2010-07-28T15:36:00.001+08:00

The Muffs
Really Really Happy

And I don't care what anyone thinks about me
I'm not afraid of what you say or do
it doesn't hurt me I'm telling you

that I'm completely over it and I don't care what you do

I'm really really glad and really really really happy
and I'm feeling good
I'm really really glad and really really really happy and I'm
feeling good I'm feeling free and nothing's bothering me

and what I say is real and it's about time
I used to be so mad and crazy
almost all of the time I'm telling you

That I'm completely turned around and feeling like I should

I'm really really glad and really really really happy
and I'm feeling good
I'm really really glad and really really really happy and I'm
feeling good I'm feeling free and nothing's bothering me

what I say or what I do it makes me wanting to
tell you everybody in a happy tune-yeah

[solo]

and I don't care what anyone thinks about me
I'm not afraid of what you say or do it doesn't hurt me I'm telling you
That I'm completely over it and I don't care what you do

I'm really really glad and really really really happy and I'm feeling good

What I feed my cats

2010-07-28T12:51:00.001+08:00

pokai!

My Best Friend's Birthday

2010-07-26T12:36:00.002+08:00

and I made a cake for her...

Since I love Red Velvet so much, I decided to make one or two.

The first attempt turn out to be a disaster because i beat everything using wooden spoon. mom's expensive kenwood mixer is M.I.A.

the second attempt was beautiful. Look at these pictures...

The cake is not only a beauty... it's delicious. Seriously... it's a red chocolate cake. Yumm yumm...

I love my best friend... we have been friends since forever :D

The last picture shows why I refuse to bersanding :p

i miss my old ears :p

2010-07-21T15:15:00.001+08:00

daripada 3 tinggal satu. yang tengah je tinggal. cuping telinga ntah ada lubang ke tidak. huahahha

Periuk nasik merajuk

2010-07-21T13:14:00.003+08:00

pernah tak orang masak nasik dalam kuali? hahaha. rasanya sebab dah lama tak masak nasik sampai merajuk periuk nasik. Ikmal yang on a very tight budget mintak tolong buat nasi goreng for lunch. As i plugged the power cord dengar macam ada small, very tiny sound of 'pow'.

alamak. rosak ke? biar sekejap ingat lampu je tak on kot. sekali mmg rosak. sigh. aku pon masak nasi pakai kuali.

kesian periuk nasik elba aku. sedih dia aku dah lama tak makan nasik. hahaha.

tattoos

2010-07-21T11:03:00.002+08:00

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us if we can do tattoos.

Tapir our Hachiko

2010-07-17T18:04:00.003+08:00

It's actually my Tapir, my Hachiko... but since he only listen to Ikmal, I say, OUR. Huh. Fyi, he only does this with Ikmal

Carbs is bad

2010-07-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

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Well, the worst part of being on a diet is your restrictions access to food. My restriction is carbs. Derived from the word carbohydrate which in food science and in many informal contexts, the term carbohydrate often means any food that is particularly rich in starch (such as cereals, bread and pasta) or sugar (such as candy, jams and desserts). Taken from Wikipedia.

So there you go… all that is strip from my diet. Sometimes I wish I was born skinny. Well then maybe I wish I am this huge. Hahaha

Nevertheless, this is the best diet ever and the only diet I am able to perform. So, most of you must have heard about En Atkins. I bet that most of the things you heard about him is not pleasant. But, what I like about him is that he introduces this kind of diet. Think about it, at least he let us know that carbs is bad… isn’t it?

I believe in death and we can possibly try almost everything to escape it but we eventually still have to face it. So, I’m doing this diet with all my faith to God :D and a lot of exercise of course… hehehe

Im not multi-tasker

2010-07-15T02:20:00.004+08:00

I terminated my friendship with streamyx to embrace my new BFF, Unifi. Well, it was started as an affair for the first week and everything seems perfect until the day I end my relationship with streamyx.

Apahal aku ni?

Anyway, from Thursday 1st July approximately 8pm I have no connection to the world until the next week Wednesday 7th July. I only have few days left before I leave for PD on Friday. Then, Monday my journey as a full time student started and my house is a mess.

I have limited time allocated for blogging and facebooking. I don’t care about the latter but my wedding blog seems almost barren. Don’t you think?
Nah… Just forget about it.

Let’s think about Alexander Petrovsky.

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Aaahhhhh… Isn’t he the cutest? YES!!!

I have lost a few Kgs and guys started to notice me now, and that is not good. Well, it’s good for me but horrible news for him. I kind of like it actually. Say me whatever, but I do love the attention sometimes, why the hell do you think we women spends so much on appearance? Duh…

I hope I can control myself. Behave Azara Nur!! Behave!!

I have no more time to be fooling around. For everyone’s sake.

Drooling Lamb Lasagna

2010-07-12T19:44:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me the recipe. My personal chef made for me in entertaining my appetite. I was in my diet holiday for a week, which ended yesterday. Today I'm back with my no carbs diet :)

Bare with me honey * referring to my chef* as he will be cooking for me all sorts of white and red meat. Not forgetting veges. Nyum Nyum...

Food and friends: The two F

2010-07-08T01:04:00.003+08:00

Can you imagine life without nasi? laksa? pasta? Well... That's me...

I've ended it though last Saturday by organising a party welcoming the new me :) huahaha. That was not the whole reason but just keep it that...

Since I left the house for this whole semester break, the house is a total disaster. So after more than 7 big garbage bag of mess, friends started coming and I am a wreck. Time is what we lacked of. Both of us. My beloved, handsome, romantic fiancé cooked for the party. Siapa lagi? huahaha... He still helping me with the kitchen while I was just finished cleaning the floor.

Kas and Pow arrived first, as usual :) hehehe. They helped with put away stuff that aren't supposed to be... minutes later, Ikhwan, Ikmal's lil brother arrived with Yana his wife. We chatted for a while when I realise that I needed a shower so badly *tak mandi dari pagi*

While I'm in the shower Chaq and Punk came. So I presented my pristine self and we started to mingle. The funny things all the girls were chatting while all the boys were in the kitchen.

We were all too excited catching up that we forgot to snap some pics. Bummer! But enjoy some of the food he made before I end my diet last week and the most delicious Tiramisu he made for the party *what was left of it*

Tiramisu

Scallop

Beef

Don't you just love man that cooks??? Yummy!!!

Entah?

2010-06-25T03:44:00.003+08:00

pagi yang agak emosi...

i sometimes envy my sister atiza nur. she enjoy being without friends. just herself and her books and tv series and a little dossage of celebrities gossip (bukan siti nurhaliza etc)

as for me... i love being accompanied by friends, surrounded with so many friends... that's why i'm into this blogging thing... you'll be surprise to find new friends which actually quite friendly as well and sometimes appreciate u more than ur existing friends.

Friends and best friends for me is different... of course... i think...

anyway... my two best of friends... both came from different circle... one is UiTM and another is from MGHS...

they are both great people and i love them so much...

but u need friends also right? I am clingy and talk too much at times... so... i have to channel this excessive spirit elsewhere... not to just them...

anyway... the point is sometimes u thought u are friends with those person when they actually just thought of u as their acquaintance... ouch!!!

Meluah perasaan

2010-06-25T03:06:00.003+08:00

I have a big family. I am friendly. Like super friendly actually. So, I appreciate having a big family.

but

I just sometimes could not shake the feeling of hatred towards these certain members in my family. When I say family, I didn't mean the immediate ones like your parents and siblings. i meant, your aunties, uncles, cousins etc

Well... I don't want to publish this at wedding journal because well... hurm... its kinda personal... but not that personal sampai don't want people to know lah... i think some of us pon pernah or facing the same thing... kot...

so here goes nothing...

As you all know my wedding is coming... So... Of course lah my big family will gather kan? my mom's are bigger tapi my dad's are big as well because we have lots of nenek's anak angkat lah... sedara yang no blood relations lah etc...

hurm...

so...

there are certain particular people yang I hesitate to invite... I will not name them of course... duh... from both side of the family... mom's and dad's... tapi kalau tak jemput mmg obvious lah kot...

argghhh... is this appropriate? i mean not inviting ur relatives? close relative tau? those you know since you are small tau?

I am usually positive bla bla bla kind of girl... tapi when people treat your parents badly, you kinda kena tempias... u know...

I hope nobody reads this....

Any one of my family members at least

Roast Chicken nak cepat

2010-06-23T17:13:00.004+08:00

Happy Abah's Day

2010-06-20T22:06:00.007+08:00

Wonder where the cake is from?

Its The Velvet Rouge from That Last Slice

YUMMY!

Mama just can't stop eating it....

Happy Abah's Day, Abah...

You are the greatest Dad :)

R.I.P Amoi

2010-06-18T00:51:00.003+08:00

We went out for movies. Miza saw her. Yelled stop! but its too late... Its truly is nobody's fault...

Its just sad... I am sad...

We will always love u... Our beloved AMOI... May u rest in peace...

My cats My Life

2010-06-14T08:16:00.003+08:00

Do you know that Law of Attraction really works???

"Kau tau tak kucing kau koyakkan drawing final aku yang besar? seriously pasni kau keluarkan la kucing ni. Aku dan tak tahan. Sry"

This SMS sent by my sister Amiza Nur at around 1.06am today

When I read it 6am this morning, I was a bit furious that all she did was complain, complain and complain... My room which was mine since I was probably 7 is inhabited by my sis Anisah Nur.

I have my own place in Sunway. Which I love because I can keep all my wonderful children with me. I care about them. I care about them more than I care about him. Cats are my life.

My mom always complain of why I seldom balik Melaka, well... u may think its because of Ikmal, but its not... partially maybe but its not the whole reason.

I hate to be parted from my kids... I hate that they will not be taken care of by me... their potty, food, drinks...

"Pay me 150 rggt. Kucing kau baru lepas pecahkan Polaroid aku. thank you very much"

I receive this 8.12am... There u go... the universe is saying "your wish is my command" You hate the cats, and u kept complaining about them... and that is what you'll get... more reason to hate them...

2mins later my mom called saying Amiza nangis...

So????

It seems that our relationship as sisters is not as important as your Polaroid..

How I miss the voice of The Rev

2010-05-22T11:24:00.004+08:00

We are so lucky that we get to see Avenged Sevenfold when they came down to Singapore in 2008. Refer this post. At least kitorang sempat jumpa The Rev before dia *sedih jap* before he died.

Anyway. This is their new single. Check it out.

Tag

2010-05-22T10:30:00.003+08:00

Oh god. first time nak main tag ni. so here goes nothing

A tag from Lady of Leisure

Adakah anda mempunyai lesen memandu?
Ada

Bilakah anda mengambil lesen memandu?
Hurm. 2000.

Berapa lamakah pengalaman memandu anda?
Hurm. 10 years. kan? 2010-2000?

Pengalaman pahit ketika memandu?
Banyak.

1-2nd day dapat lesen dah accident langgar kereta askar dekat area Sungai Udang. Tapi cium bumper je. so nothing much. Kereta Kancil masa tu.

2-Then accident kat MRR2 otw back to Pandan Perdana. Bawak Kelisa. Hujan, jalan licin, puasa sunat, lapar, tak tido buat assignment. so terlelap and skidded langgar kereta depan and kereta depan langgar kereta depan and kereta belakang langgar kereta I. Amek kau.

All the other 3 cars are chinese male drivers, and they try to komplot nak tipu kata i yang paling belakang. padahal i kereta num3. Naseb aku ni reti cakap and paham mandarin. So, ada satu abang ni *had to trust him, there's nobody to call* cerita kat dia pasal those guys punya conversation and abang ni cepat cepat bawak i g police station and I get to tell the police what really happen so those guys tak dapat kelentong police. *zaman tu tak ramai yang ada phone ada camera*

3-Baru lepas putus cinta, bawak wira *abah beli masa lelong kat selayang* it was raining, i was hydroplaning. kereta tu pusing pusing and i remember thinking, ok... im going to die... sekali tak mati, kereta remuk like hell. its a total loss. There goes RM12k... *Abah bayar cash*

Pengalaman manis?
Hurm. There's nothing manis about driving rasanya. Tapi agak manis bila bawak 180km/h to 200km/h kat highway balik melaka. 30mins to 45mins sampai dah melaka. masa tu bawak Audi. God I love Audi.

3 tabiat ketika memandu?
1- Usik muka. Tak kira lah kupek bibir kering ke, korek jerawat ke, korek hidung ke :p

2- Swearing and cursing other drivers *especially orang yang suka cut cues*

3- Talking on the phone *sorry pak polisi*

3 pantang time aku memandu bila:
1- Orang potong line. aku penat beratur, kau suka-suka hati nak potong kan? !@#^$^(*&%$$#
2- Orang guna emergency lane. !@#^$^(*&%$$#

3- Kereta yang pasang lampu tinggi. !@#^$^(*&%$$#

Pernah terlibat dengan kemalangan?

Dah cerita dah kat pengalaman pahit :D

Huhuhuhu... Akhirnya....

Saya nak tag

1- Kay Kamal

2- Ann

Merdeka

2010-05-04T14:40:00.003+08:00

Yeaahhhhhh. Habis exam.

Where's my unread novels and unwatched movies?? Come to MAMA!!!

Pic Credit

Birthday Boy

2010-04-28T08:39:00.004+08:00

His Birthday cake from Kitchen Guardian

Everybody loves it. Birthday boy actually hates dessert. But he likes this one. Not so sweet. Very rich. Very sinful. As for myself, Kalau tak diet dah sental another piece.

This year. Single.
This year. 29.

Next year. Married.
Next year. 30.

Happy Birthday. You are my match in every way. I LOVE You.

His Birthday Card. Thanks to Cup Cake Craft

Pic Credit

Thanks to all his friends that came to celebrate his 29th birthday- Pow, Kas, Pang, and Chaq. :)

Budak paling comel dalam dunia

2010-04-25T18:31:00.004+08:00

Please please please read this entry by my sister. It's about a cute cat named AMOI.

FYi, he's a HE despite being named AMOI.

HIHIHI

Ber FB semula

2010-04-23T06:22:00.001+08:00

Guess what. Im on FB again. hahaha. dah nak coti sekolah kan??? apa lagi??? huahahaha.

Plenty of words to describe

2010-04-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

My life is all about cats, when its not about cats, its about my lovely one and only BF, when its not about them its about my wedding preparations.

It's actually tough being my friends. :)

Haha.

Anyway.

Main story is that I adore, even LOVE My cats. All cats for that matter of fact. Seriously. I'm not making it up. I cant stop talking about them. They are adorable.

Look at them

Goku with kittens

Tekun membersihkan badan

Budak chomel

Jakun apa entah. Tapir penyibuk pon ikut serta.

Gohan pelik kenapa semua anak dia pergi kat Goku kot.

Gohan malas nak pikir. Lega agaknya, ringan sikit beban. Hahaha.

Sweet things

2010-04-15T19:21:00.005+08:00

I'm a fan of tarts. Be it cheese tart, egg tart, fruit tart... you name it. So, the other day was my friend's birthday. I got stuck on where to buy cake. So I went to RT Pastry House at SS15. Bought a decent cake and one blueberry cheese tart. Saje gatal nak try.

Turns out, it is the most scrumptious cheese tart I ever taste. Terliur pulak. Anyway, hari tu birthday sister-in-law Ikmal so we decided to buy a cake from them again. Their cakes are not so sweet, and very delicious... Two thumbs up!!!

This is the Birthday girl, Kasmawati. And his BF, POW.

Yang ini pulak serial killer.

Serial killer yang tak reti buat muka garang.

Anyway...

Here is the details of the bakery if you want to give it a try.

RT Pastry House
B6-G, Jalan SS15/4D, Subang Jaya, 47500 Selangor.
Tel: +603.56216758

Birthday Adek!!!

2010-04-15T17:17:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday baby sister!!!

Anisah Nur. carik benda lain nak buat selain facebook. :)

Tapir Naughty

2010-04-15T16:42:00.002+08:00

Almost everybody in the house dia nak kejar. Hari tu masa Bulma is here, mana berani dia, menyorok belakang speaker PC all the time. Tadi kejar mak dia, then Cici, few minutes ago Goten pulak. Whole day yesterday dia asik buli Gohan. Goku je tak kena.

Apa nak jadi si spoiled brat ni.

The other day, I scolded him for chasing everybody around. Dia terkam I ok???? Terkam kat peha. I was standing and he was lying on the floor. I jentik telinga dia and tepuk-tepuk manja kat peha berlemak dia tu, just as I left dia cam melompat ke arah peha I. Terperanjat. I know that is his way of melawan balik. walaupun tak sakit tapi bengang jugak lah. I mean for being rude kan.

I patah balik, jentik and cubit telinga dia. I turn my back towards him je dia buat lagi, I geram I tengking dia, pastu ugut nak kurung kat beranda. Ha! Pastu baru dia tak lawan balik.

Hish. Geram betul masa tu. Ni lah agaknya perasaan mak bila anak dia kurang ajar kat dia kan.

Grrr...

To do

2010-04-14T01:56:00.006+08:00

Wednesday
~~Submit Mandarin Drama~~ DONE
~~Reading test Mandarin~~ DONE
~~FPR Discussion~~ DONE

Thursday
~~Birthday adek~~ DONE
CPR- Postponed Next week
~~New Media~~ DONE
Cari MsMonica- Postponed Next week
Cari MsRabiatul- Postponed Next week

Friday
Balik Melaka

Kesian

2010-04-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

Pity a neighbor's cat. Kena halau keluar rumah. I was about to go out one day and I saw a about 3 or 4 month old cat lying in front of my neighbor's house. I know they own about 5 or 6 cats and most of them are like Friskies orange cat. I went back in the house and bagi makan sikit, and clean water.

Malam tu I put the kitten in a pet carrier and bawa masuk bilik to sleep with me, sebab takut kucing lain kacau dia. The kitten is not well you know, dia macam tempang-tempang, tak larat nak jalan. Kesian sangat. How could owner dia halau dia keluar rumah.

At least tunggu lah dia sihat sikit. Letak kat pasar ke. At least ada makanan. Ni halau keluar rumah. Rumah apartment pulak tu. So irresponsible. Anyway. The kitten is better now. Semalam dia dah start jalan. Lega sikit. For now the kitten is staying with us until a proper home is located for it.

Kemungkinan besar Ikmal's sister-in-law nak. We'll see.

My WEDDING

2010-04-10T18:39:00.004+08:00

I decided to put everything in writing. Although reluctant at first, Ikmal berjaya persuaded me. So here it is. Harap tiada yang muntah darah baca blog ini.

Merasakan diri sangat poyo actually. But that's the only way to lift my wedding spirit. Will be needing all the supports I can get. :)

Thanks.

Pic Credit

Dilema

2010-04-08T05:20:00.002+08:00

Can I put a full stop, instead of a question mark? What I want in life is what I have.

Now Im looking forward to a new list to want in life. Im glad nobody is reading my blog. Im glad some people put interest in my blog. If I am another person, I would hate my writings. I hate the fact that I had to like myself, cause there's nobody in the world would love me as much as I love myself. My mom loves me but it is the utmost important that she love herself first, and that applies to all of you reading this.

Although I dont have a voice like Corinne Bailey Rae, I thank Allah for the chance to speak.

Although I dont have a body like Scarlett Johansson, I thank Allah for the legs to walk with.

Maybe Im not as pretty as Jessica Biel, but at least I have a face.

Maybe my house is not as clean as Bree Van De Kamp's home, but at least I have a roof over my head.

I am grateful everyday. As Amy puts it, "Kak, luck is always on your side." Yeah, I know. I thank Allah everyday for it.

Busy weekend

2010-03-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

I had a busy weekend, very busy actually. Had no time for myself. When I was about to spend some time to myself, another event coming up. We are off to Jakarta tomorrow. Have to be at LCCT around 5am. Sigh. Malas gile nak pergi Jakarta. Malas nak pergi mana-mana. Especially kalau Ikmal tak ikut. Sigh.

I haven't pack. I malas nak pack. Arrgghhh... Anyway, there's only one thing about Jakarta that I am excited about. Tanah Abang. Huhuhu. Mama suruh tengok kan harga lace kat Tanah Abang because we want to compare it with lace kat Pasar Baru, Bandung.

Boring.

7-1=14-1

2010-03-24T15:12:00.004+08:00

Goku had 3 children right. Just this morning, I saw one one them are headless. The rest M.I.A. Few minutes of searching, found them with Goku. Called vet, asking advise. She said its normal for mother to eat their kitten if they feel that kitten is not fit, will not survived, not healthy or died. Still, agak geli to see the kitten headless body lying in my side table drawer.

A bit later in the afternoon, after I had gather my strength, I go to my room with the intention to clean the crime scene, but na-da. No sign of the headless kitten. Rasanya Goku dah makan licin. Aaaahhhhh geli!!!

A bit worried of Gohan. Takut dia pon ada kitten tak sihat ke. I dont know. Tapi yang paling kelakar tadi, Puppy (Gohan's mom) kidnapped Gohan's kitten to the kitchen. I think in a way the kittens granny pun worried kot. Takut cucu dia yang lain pon kena makan. Pastu Gohan berebut anak dia balik dari mak dia. Dua kali pulak tu. Dia bawak ke dapur because masa tu I was washing dishes, so maybe Puppy nak suruh I tengokkan budak ni kot. I dont know. Macam-macam.

Tapir cedera

2010-03-21T14:12:00.003+08:00

Yes. You hear me right. Kesian dia. Went to Ikmal's friend wedding around noon. Then to Mertua's place. Came home around 8pm. Sampai je rumah dukung Tapir, but to my surprise as I was about to gosok perut dia, noticed a 50sen big wound at his lower tummy, near to his toot. I quickly put him in the carrier and brought to Sek13 Vet.

As the vet cleaned his wound with antiseptic, dia ter-poo on the table. Kesian vet tu kena bersih kan. Pity Tapir as well because he was frighten. Dia memang sangat dalam ketakutan. As the vet clean poo dia, he went and hug me on the neck, his head rested on my shoulder, hiding between my hair. Ahhh... sebak sekarang.

Anyway. His fine. Vet said sebab gaduh. Well, sape lagi yang suka gaduh ngan Tapir? Bulma lah. Sigh.

Lagi satu cerita sedih. I had to let Bulma go. A friend's niece wanted a black male cat. Dah lama dia mintak Bulma. Tapi walaupun naughty Bulma tu, tak sampai hati nak let go of him. Sayang. Ikmal accused me of tamak, semua kucing tak nak let go. But actually they are like my children. I yang jadi bidan sambut diorang lahir. So, I had this bond with them. Sayang sangat.

Akhirnya, Tapir's injury really make me come to a decision. Bulma has to go. My friend came this afternoon for Bulma. I try to keep my cool. As her car goes, so is my tears. I cant stop crying. I really love Bulma. If only I had a bigger house to keep all of my cats.

Ok. That's it. I cannot go further on this. It just make things worst. I have to stop crying. Bye.

Him

2010-03-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

Look at his tired eyes.

I don't care if he's not rich.
As long as we share the same goal in life.

I don't care if he's not Matthew Charles Sanders, Adam Lazzara or Eric Dane.
Because I'm sure hell no Jessica Biel, Hayley Williams nor Scarlett Johansson.

We had a little talk the other day, me and his mom. We both adore him. He is a wonderful person. He talk less, he listen more. A fast learner and kind hearted. Very proactive. Very positive. He seldom worry, about almost everything.

I thank You GOD. Everyday. For guiding me to him.

More kittens

2010-03-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

Goku's very loud meow woke me up this morning. She was panting. I knew that instant she's having her babies. She is always been a loner, a bit distant from human. So I carefully lure her into a carrier which I prepared last night especially for her delivery.

As she went inside the carrier, I heard baby's cry. I look in the carrier, none. I try looking for the source of the cry. Ya Allah, I found her baby soaking wet (in blood) somewhere below my cloth cabinet. I pick up the baby and give it to her. I then cover the carrier with a blanket so she could enjoy some privacy.

Gohan handle this labour process far better. She meow to express her pain, I prepare a comfortable place to deliver, and she delivered the babies. Quietly.

Unlike Goku. She had been meowing since the day Gohan delivered. But only delivered today dekat ntah mana-mana ntah.

Anyway. Goku has 3 babies. For now. Better looking than Gohan's babies. Also to give away. Let me know if you are interested. Thanks.

20MB Internet speed

2010-03-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

My BF's TM account selected for the HIGH SPEED BROADBAND (HSBB) TRIALS

Im now at his house testing how fast is 20MB. huahahahahahahaha. Best giler wei!!!!! Bukak youtube tak payah pause beb!!!!!!

Ok enough of that. I have to go now. Tak baik anak dara lepak rumah mertua lama2. huahahahahahahahhahaahahha...

Bye.

Brown Rice

2010-03-16T12:23:00.003+08:00

Pic taken here

Hey uols.

I forgot to tell u that i've quit eating white rice, sugar, and other types of carbs. My BF bought for me a 5kg of Somaly Brown Rice. It has the lowest carbs content among all other brands of brown rice (we compare each one of the brown rice on the shelves of Carrefour) My mother is using this brand as well.

Saya suka.

I mean, whenever I crave for Nasi. I go for Nasi Perang (betul ke?). Yummy... My BF said it's not too expensive actually. Its around RM28 for 5kgs. Is that expensive? I dont know.

Anyway.

As for other carbs... I have my secret weapon... huahahaha... Introducing...
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Nutrilite CB Plus.

I eat around 2-3 capsules before having my Char KuehTiaw. Yummy... A physician recommend this product to my mother because she has diabetes. my mother recommended it to me.

It really works u know. Why I know this? Well, my mother had to test her blood every day before and after every meal. She has this blood testing device for testing sugar level. Before meal, she'll test her blood. Then, if she is having carbs-contain-meal, like Char KuehTiaw for instance, she take carbo-block first. After meal, at exactly 2 hours. She'll test her blood again. The result maintain. weeeeee....

If you guys need more information on this product, let me know. hehehehe...

Media law

2010-03-16T11:39:00.001+08:00

I hate media law. and anything to do with it. presentation at 2pm. sigh.

Tapir's look alike

2010-03-16T05:30:00.003+08:00

I just found Tapir look alike

Since I haven't got approval from the owner of the cat for pics of her cat Bebe, you have to head over to her flickr account. She got tons of Tapir look alike pictures (Bebe)

I always thought Tapir is special. He is indeed. We have other Tuxedo cats in Melaka, Felix, Happy and Baba. But not one of them have enormous feet like Tapir. Seriously. He has the biggest feet ever. Gebu pulak tu.

Bebe is a female. Tapir is male. Huahahaha. I fell in love with Bebe.

Here are photos of Tapir

one month old Tapir (November 2008)

four month old Tapir (February 2009)

Tapir happy with new brother and sisters. (April 2009)

Tapir on duty. (April 2009)

His favourite pose (June 2009)

Tapir showing off his studded collar (July 2009)

Tapir showing off his studded collar (July 2009)

Tapir with everyone favourite pillow(September 2009)

Another fovourite pose (September 2009)

Tapir and lavender (October 2009)

Another side of Tapir, PENCURI AYAM! (October 2009)

Another side of Tapir, PENCURI AYAM! (October 2009)

Happy, another Tuxedo cat.

Felix, another one.

I dont have pic of Baba. And Tapir's latest pics. Again, I miss my D80!!!

Friends VS Staff

2010-03-16T02:36:00.004+08:00

Good friends are hard to find, Great help is even more difficult to find.

My Ikmal started working with his current company somewhere in November 2006. He started from the bottom of the food chain. Around one year later, he became the Product Specialist. A year after his promotion, he got another promotion. He is now the Manager.

The problem is. Most of his staffs are his friend, they started working together since they were at the bottom of the food chain. He is not yet at the top of the food chain, so he must be the predator so to not be attack by other predators.

I pity him sometimes. I try to assist him in any way possible, any time available. He even skip lunch sometimes. Kesian my Ikmal.

Newborn

2010-03-15T16:13:00.004+08:00

uols.

As promised. Here are pictures of them. These was taken around 9pm 13/3(Saturday). 30mins after they were born. (The first two babies)

These pics pulak was taken around 6am 14/3(Sunday). When I left the house around 10pm 13/3(Saturday) there were only two. I came back around 6am 14/3(Sunday), there were four. hurm.

Woke up around noon. Check on the babies. Still four. hehehe. Phew. Here are shots of them.

Yang belang belang ni Soraya Farah punya. Dia dah reserve.

Later around evening around 6pm, tiada kerja saya ini.

And these...my dears... are taken today. Before I went to bed. which is around 2am. :)

Aren't they the sweetest... most adorable. Anybody interested to adopt, let me know. But you have to wait for maybe 2 or 3 month. Okie Dowkie.

My gadget

2010-03-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

How I miss my D80. Amiza Nur, Atiza Nur, Anisah Nur. Habiskan lah shoot owlSisters. Aku nak guna camera aku.

A story about twins

2010-03-15T15:18:00.003+08:00

I always wanted twins. I got a pair, this is a story about them.

They were always together. I was there during the labour, they came out together. In one push. I actually cannot differentiate the two. All I know is one light shaded, but you have to closely examine them. Memang susah.

They sleep together, play together eat together.

They also do weird things together. Like this one, I bought a scented candle from Ikea. They were so curious... hahaha... Anyway, they really love the smell of candles.

One of them just gave birth last Saturday. Gohan. The youngest among the 5 siblings. I cannot afford more cats... I have to give them away... Hopefully their foster parents will love them like we love their mom. sigh.

Great grandmother

2010-03-14T00:07:00.004+08:00

Gohan delivered to four cute little babies around 8.30pm. will update more on this later. I'm a happy great grandmother

Unstoppable

2010-03-10T01:42:00.003+08:00

Watched CSI: Crime Scene Investigation today. Rascal Flatts featured in this episode (Season 10 EP 14). Love the song they played in the show. You guys should listen to it... It's really good.

Tidoq

2010-03-09T16:00:00.004+08:00

Everybody is sleeping. I repeat. Everybody.

Puppy is sleeping on the front door's door mat. Tapir is sleeping underneath the clothes drying rack at the living room. Goku is sleeping on the floor beside the living room sofa. Cici is sleeping on the sofa. Burma is sleeping underneath another clothes drying rack near the balcony. Goten is sleeping on the living room computer table leaning against wireless modem (Which will fall anytime soon). Gohan is sleeping at the front door, leaning against the door. So two at the front, four in the living room and another one at the balcony area. What a sight.

I love my babies. I soon to be a great grandmother now that Goku and Gohan are pregnant. I rub Gohan tummy yesterday and I can feel the baby moving... Aarrgghhh.... Cant wait for the baby to come out... So sad that I have to give them away. Sigh.

I already have seven now, and I cant afford anymore babies. So if you think of adopting a baby cat. let me know. Or if you prefer adult cat, I only have one to let go, Bulma. I love him but we cannot have two male in one house, they fight everyday. Bulma is of course stronger than my love Tapir. So, Tapir as you can imagine got patches of hair torn everywhere. Pity him.

Here is something I did, hehehe... Tapir is the loving son of Puppy and Coco. The rest is Cougar and Puppy's...

How I wish

2010-03-09T10:07:00.003+08:00

How I wish to have a simple, sweet, beautiful wedding ceremony. Why must we invite so many people who I think more than half of them I don't really know. We (ikmal and me) imagine what would it be like to have just 100 people coming to our wedding reception, mingle around with the people you do know instead a bunch of strangers.

I talk to my mom again about the wedding guest,"Ma, cam mana eh? Can we cut the guest list to maybe 100-200?" Mama kata,"Susah lah za, nanti ada yang kecik hati tak jemput pulak." hurm. Ish... Rimas lah. Anyway, whatever it is... Already segregate task to everyone. Everybody is to submit their report to me by this week.

Abah: Garden makeover
Mama: Guest list
Anisah: Garden makeover sketch/plan
Amiza: Wedding Invitation
Ikmal: Kursus Kahwin
Azara: Berangan
Ami: Guest list
Fid: Guest list

All the plan from A to Z is in my head, I will try to encode everything in .docx by this weekend. After I finish my assignment. weeeeee...

Budak kecik

2010-03-08T07:03:00.003+08:00

This is a post from my sister's blog

Time Kecik-kecik

Masa saya sekolah rendah dlu kami bela kuda. Betul,ni bukan cerita ‘gebang’. Yang macam dalam gambar ni,namanya horsie,yang jantannya pula,namanya merdeka( sempena merdeka day). And diorang pon fuck,dapat satu anak jantan,diberi nama aragon(inspired by lord of the ring). Tapi semua kuda sudah mati. Satu demi satu. Nak cerita,tapi panjang sangat ceritanya,takut awak tido nanti.Kuda itu ditanam dihalaman rumah. Lubang yang dikorek pula menggunakan jentolak berwana kuning.Saya ingat merdeka pernah kejar nenek saya,sampai nenek jatuh.Nenek benci kuda yang berkeliaran di sekitar rumah. Tapi abah suka. Adik saya pula suka bagi horsie makan gula-gula berangin hacks. Dan juga ais krim! Saya sangat famous disekolah rendah dulu dulu sbb saya cucu asnah and family saya bela kuda.

Actually we are all famous because we are cucu benah... asnah is my grandma real name but they call her benah. Kinda miss Merdeka, Horsie and Aragorn too.

Poison

2010-03-05T02:39:00.002+08:00

A slow death poison actually. That should describe my yesterday. I greet people good day, instead im having a bad one. Yesterday.

Everyone knows how strict Ms Baby is about punctuality. I woke up at 6 yet couldn't find enough time to do everything. Arrive at UiTM at 8.30am, there's no parking spot, not even a small space to selit my kancil. 5 mins of pusing-pusing the congested, double parked parking area, I decided to go elsewhere. Ikmal's mom is a dentist at dentistry faculty in front of my faculty so i parked there.

I ran as fast as my leg can. Ngam ngam settled down Ms Baby came in. Alhamdullillah.

Habis class Ami call, "Kak, keta kau MAQ X3X3 kan?" aku pon, "a'ah. kena clamp ke mi?" Takpelah, I don't think she has to answer that. The moment she call and ask me about my car number I can guess already. BAD DAY!

That was around 12.30pm to 1pm, I have an appointment with Mulpha International at 3pm. Damn it. So I left the car there. As Im writing this, my baby is still there... ALONE... Kesian dia...

And all these incidents happened because I had negative thoughts and feelings recently. Aarrgghhh... It is actually tiring to hate people. I hate it when I had to hate people.

I hate myself because I hate a few somebodies... Confrontation my friend is the best solution for me. I have these urge to tell that few somebodies how I felt because it will really help me push away the negative feelings. I maybe will do it tomorrow.

I actually don't hate them, just a bit disappointed. Like having a not so good mango, u take it, peeled and remove the bad side. Only take the good portion. I usually practice that in any relationship, I'm not saying I'm a saint. but i just like to see the good side of people first.

Azara Nur: "Azara Nur, I think u better ask for serenity from God now. Shooohhh... Amek lah air sembahyang."

Azara Nur: "baiklah"

Interesting Today

2010-03-04T06:48:00.005+08:00

Bought tixs for AIW this Saturday. As Ikmal puts it 'Its like a date, you and me'. Hehehe... Yeah... a date!

Interesting The Star article. There's more... but these two caught my attention. :)

Have a nice day everyone...

Kursus apa

2010-03-04T01:35:00.003+08:00

Ikmal reminded me of Kursus Kahwin. Mati aku! Sekian.

Whats on my FREAKING mind

2010-03-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

I just started working on Media Law last week. Went through hell and back. I'm worried. Damn worried. People know me would know how fussy and thorough I am. Especially on plagiarism. I hate people plagiarise. If it is individual assignment, I wont use my blog as my punching bag.

I have maybe 4 preggers in the house. So if you are looking for adoption, you can contact me via email azara.nur@gmail.com You do know I'm talking about cats right?

Tapir is moody ALL THE TIME. Especially when Bulma is around. There can never be peace in this home, not while both of them still here. Someone have to go. And it will never be Tapir. Never. Ever.

Jakarta trip would be interesting. One bad apple will probably ruin the whole trip. I have to gather all self-motivational books I can get, so I wont spoil my own mood. First thing on my list after all assignments are done: Read 7 habits. I've read the teenage version when I was 16, now I'm 26 it is more than appropriate if i start reading the adult version. Huahaha...

Have to go now. 2.30 class will start in one hour. Better get ready. Ya ALLAH. Help me get through this, please. Hope the Media Law final work is as good as what I imagine. Amin.

En Abd Rahman Mokdin a.k.a En Handsome

2010-03-01T05:34:00.007+08:00

Abah is 49 today. Went back Melaka around noon. Started working on my assignment due 8.30am since 3am which was as soon as I reach home from Melaka. Tired. Damn tired.

Abah is 49 today. Instead of receiving a gift from me, he gave me one. A gift I much appeciated. LOVE.

Mama invite Datuk Ahmad Hamzah (his BFF, haha). He was shocked. We all thought he figured out that we are celebrating his birthday last night. Rupanya, dia tak sangka pon. Comel giler muka dia masa tu.

Anyway, Abah... I hope you know that we love you VERY, VERY much... Especially ME. My life sucks real bad without you in it. You are the richest man I know, and that is important. Hehehe...

Lastly. Abah. You are the number one man I love. Ikmal Second. And it will stay that way forever. :)

Happy Birthday to You ABAH! Next Year you'll be 50! and the celebration will be more bizarre! Hehehehe...

Too MUCH (for my reference) kihkih

2010-02-22T14:54:00.010+08:00

Truth to be told. We don't have any experience on organising event. Surprisingly, my mother expects 6thousand people will come. I was speechless. I ask,"Ma, where did u get the number from?" Mama said,"Invitation card will be 3thousand, takkan every card represent one person, mesti dia bawa partner or family." Ok fine... still... Ramai nya... Sempat ke??? Muat ke???

We have quite big area, but semak everywhere. We really need a garden makeover. Takutnya... I know my dad will want to make everything himself... Scary... Masalahnya, I dont think my dad will have all the time in the world to spend. Aduh. My mother and I were thinking of adding some more tress, big shady trees. I am thinking of putting our wedding photo booth for guest under the tree. Aahhh... What a breeze feeling... With all the lights wrap around the trees and dangling down the branches... Tak sabarnya... Silap-silap aku ajer dok posing kat booth tu. hik hik.

I purposely download google earth to show kawasan rumah aku bentuk tapak kaki. Bodoh betul. Pentas will be infront of Mama Karipap Projek punya building. Which will be in front of pokok durian. Bawah pentas will be install dance floor for our first dance and JOGET LAMBAK!!! hahaha...Makan-makan will be at Bujang Lapok House area. The whole lot there. Kandang kuda and paddock will be demolish. So that whole area is for the F&B tent. I think that whole lot is enough for F&B. The map is taken on 2003, the highway moved further from our house, so in case tak cukup tent gak, we can add some more along the abandon road in front of our house. Brilliant.

Ok back to main topic. The 6thousand guest. My mom told me that there will be two session for the kenduri.

First session is for all Orang Kampung Sungai Petai (my kampung), it starts at 4.30pm until before Maghrib. Followed by the Second session after Maghrib until the next day. Hahaha... Par-tey!!!

Second Session is for Family and Friends. My mother justify the 6thousand guest as
01. My dad Chinese family(Atuk side)
02. My Dad Malay family (Nenek side)
03. My dad chinese schoolmates
04. My dad's friends
05. My dad 3 sisters with their children and grandchildren
06. My mother Family (Atuk and Opah side all from Perak)
07. My mother siblings with their children and grandchildren
08. My mother Friends (UMNO, USAHANITA, DEWANITA, etc)
09. My mother UiTM friends
10. Relatives from Brunei
11. My Stepmother family
12. Amar (my bro) Friends
13. Atiza (my sis) friends (which some also my friend)
14. Amiza (my sis) friends
15. Anisah (my sis)friends
16. Ardini and Ardina (my sis) if their friends from Singapore can come
17. My UiTM Diploma friends
18. My UiTM Degree friends
19. My Tesco friends
20. My Jisna and BackInMotion friends
21. My MGHS friends
22. My SRJK(C) friends
23. My other friends
and the list goes on...

Mak datok. This list have to be listed in detail. So nobody is missed.

What a scare

2010-02-18T14:06:00.002+08:00

Tapir and me, experience something terrifying just now. I am a lazy cow today like any other day, so I didn't cook. I ordered Pizza Hut. When the delivery guy arrive, I took the time to feed the kids first so they wont go out and greet the delivery guy like they usually will do.

Thinking that they are enjoying the food, I open the door to take my food and out of nowhere they ran out of the house to my front neighbour doorstep, smelling and scanning.

I yelled at both Tapir and Puppy to go inside, only Puppy went in, Tapir is still there, ignoring my call. That's what you get for spoiling your children. I then had to went inside for a moment to keep the food, suddenly i heard my neighbour on the left opens his door, so I rushed out of the house hoping that Tapir will not mistaken that opening door as his house.

As I turn to my neighbour's house, I saw Tapir is attempting to go inside and my Indian neighbour is screaming and throwing things at Tapir. OH my God, I panicked because my neighbour opened his door with only towel hanging at his hip and it drop when he was chasing Tapir out. Luckily I didn't wear my spectacles or I would have seen his *toot*. Still I was embarrassed and he quickly covers them and close the door.

He told me from inside the house something about the door being opened. I thought he asked me to open my door so Tapir will run towards it, so I went back to my house and opened my door despite thinking the action as useless. Because my house is beside his, I don't think Tapir can see the door is open.

Anyway, Tapir was still in front of my neighbour's house traumatised. Most of the houses in my apartment installed grill, so there's gap between the door and the grill, that's where Tapir stayed without moving an inch. I cannot reach him so I tried calling him, but he was just too scared to move.

I saw an Indian lady coming from the stairs and she was coming towards me, turns out she came to see my neighbour(Probably my neighbours GF or Wife as I heard her calling my neighbour sayang). She told me that the grill isn't locked and she opens it for me, so I went in and took Tapir. I can feel his heartbeat and his shivering body. Kesian tapir.

I put him down and he ran towards his favourite spot and sit quietly. I took my food and eat, usually he will sit in front of me and beg for some of the food I'm having, but not this time. he just starred at the door for about 10 to 15 minutes. After that he became his old self.

When I think about it again, it is quite amusing. Especially the part when my neighbour's towel dropped and when he told me something about door being opened. He meant his house grill. At first I wondered why he didnt just went out and tell me, then I remembered his towel. Hahaha.

Diet Food

2010-02-17T11:28:00.007+08:00

Recipe Taken here: Stir-fried konnyaku with tuna and garlic chives

I always love sautéed or stir fried vegetables. Since this recipe almost like Char Kueh Tiaw, I will most definitely try it.

According to the Web: It will brown up a little bit in whatever oil you are using, and take on the flavor of the oil besides. This recipe used a combination of sesame oil and even butter.

The recipe also used a can of tuna, which I dont think I'll use, as Im not a fan of tuna. Instead, I will probably be using sliced beef or chicken and some prawns.

1 1lb or 450g pack of grey or white konnyaku
1 Tbs. butter
1 Tbs. dark sesame oil
1 small can of water-packed tuna
1 large bunch of garlic chives (nira), or substitute green onions and add a couple of cloves of garlic
About 2 cups of bean sprouts
Dried red pepper flakes
Soy sauce
Salt and pepper
Cut up the konnyaku into slices, and dry the surface well with a paper towel. Cut the garlic chives into approximately 10cm/4 inch pieces. Drain the can of tuna very well and flake. Wash the bean sprouts.

Preheat a wok. Once it's very hot add the konnyaku to the dry pan. It will make squeaky noises as it dries up on the surface. Add about 2 tablespoons of soy sauce, and half the butter and sesame oil, and sauté until the pieces are a bit brown on the ouside and the liquids are absorbed.

Add the red pepper flakes (as little or as much as you like), and the rest of the butter and sesame oil. Add the tuna, then add the vegetables. Stir fry until the vegetables are done. Season with salt, pepper and a bit more soy sauce to your taste.

Finally found it

2010-02-17T02:50:00.004+08:00

Image taken here

Yeayyy... Haven't got any plan of how and when to cook it, but I'll think about it soon, when I'm ready to go on my diet again. Hihi...

Anyway, I found it in Jusco Melaka. I went shopping with my Mom and I decided to take a peek of their Frozen and Chill Japanese Product Section. I was happy to have found it and cant wait to have a taste of the 'devil's tongue' Hehe...

恭喜发财

2010-02-13T20:42:00.003+08:00

Please notice Tapir is sleeping on the tiger. Haha.

So, I would like to wish everybody 恭喜发财，万事如意，主里蒙恩！

Happy Birthday Ajuja

2010-02-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

Not exactly. suppose to be tomorrow, 11th feb. Just in case I fell asleep or something. Bought u a gift already. *grins* Nak tau? Jumpa esok.

Will be going back to Melaka tomorrow and I hope to come back here on Sunday. If Mama let me go lah kan... usually cam tak lepas, because u knowlah me and my other half, tak boleh pisah lama. Hehehe...

Anyway, again. Happy birthday my favourite Sis! I love u...

My own Backyard

2010-02-09T14:04:00.013+08:00

I dont have a backyard, what we have is side and frontyard. Huahaha... People who have been to my house knows. Here are some sceneries of my house, before and after renovation, and Im sure there will be more renovation after this.

The Kandang Kuda is in our sideyard(i dont think this word exist)

This is a picture of our sideyard(is there any other word for it?)

Here are some pictures of us taken using my D80, they are all taken by me, an amateur. So I will be looking for photographers with excellent night photography skill.

These Pictures pulak was taken here

Do you guys get the picture? I know I do. Wah... I do!!!
Ahhhhh.... doesnt it look wonderful???

I'm a Student

2010-02-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

I've cancelled my Facebook account. Although it's been awhile since I last log in but still its better to just deactivate it so to avoid distraction. Somebody downloaded The Sims3 World Adventure using my PC and I did try to install it but a failure and I ended up playing The Sims3 these couple of days resulting to absence of updates on my blog.

I promise myself to not play Sims again, unless all assignments and house chores are done. Anyway, my Sims are dead, now I'm playing their son and daughter-in-law, with one granddaughter and grandson. Phew... Temptation.

School as usual sucks. Sometimes I just wish there's Chinese in UiTM so I don't have to befriend Malays... Oops... Statement melampau. Maaf.

It is very hard to deny that we are indeed left behind. Not all Malays are the same, most of us already mixed with other race. Yesterday, we (ikmal and me) went to Amway Achievement Rally, most of the Amway Lou and Po are Chinese. Amway business is most suitable to them because they are hardworking and Amway is about that, if you are hardworking you'll be successful, you'll go Diamond.

We want to be like them. I know it is possible, we are all human regardless the race isn't it not? I am already 26, I know what I want in life and I will go hunt for it. Jia You!!

Afterwards, we went to Showru to have our dinner. During dinner, he told me something funny. It is funny, I laugh my head off, he is looking for a new engineer for his department and he ask the HR people to look for Non-Malay with at least one year experience. Hahaha. I told him, "Sayang, dah la Non-Malay tak nak hire Malay, u Malay pon tak nak hire Malay?"

I have to say, I pity him. He always tells me, "Arwah En Murad use to have me, but I don't have me. If only I can duplicate me". Though the statement is a bit angkat bakul but it's true. There a only a few people in his department that he can count on, the rest are all a bunch of whiner. they always complain of too much work, yet they went back at exactly 6pm. End of the month, look at the salary, whine some more. When u give shit, u got shit man! Try giving diamond, then probably you'll get Diamond.

I'm a student. Yes I am.

Aku pemalas

2010-01-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

The house, according to Ikmal is 50% to perfectly clean home. Well today the percentage has gone down to 45%, due to my 7 very naughty children. I do not have the will to continue the cleaning as I got games to play and assignment to submit tomorrow. The assignment is a 5pages review of the book Mahathir dan Akhbar. Huh... some serious stuff here people. I must gather all the fun I can get from playing FB games then I can do it. Hikhik.

The assignment has another 10 to 20% more to go, but I'm hungry... People still need to eat Cikgu, despite doing assignment... Ain't that right, Cici? Cici likes to glare at me, for no reason at all. especially when I'm typing. She's totally weird. Like just now, when I was typing for the assignment, she kept staring at my hands, then I look at her and ask what she wants, she just glare at me. without saying a word. She is definitely gone crazy.

As for Puppy, I'm not surprise as to her comeback on being her old self. I mean, I like her more during her younger days (without her kids). Where she will come to bed with me, wake me up every morning. Hurm... These few weeks, she started to become her old self and I enjoy spending time with her. :)

I try to make Shirataki/Konnyaku Noodles today, but did not succeed. It actually looks okay, the texture does resemble glass noodle however, it cannot stand the heat, it melted in the wok while frying... It is not a good sight... I promise you. Huhu... Unless u wanna eat it with unagi and teriyaki sauce, I think it is most suitable for Japanese cold dish. *Sigh*

I'm still with my hopes high above the sky, looking forward to found Shirataki Noodle yang dah siap. Not like the jelly kind that I made. The weird thing is that these noodle is from Japan and they are already selling in US but they did not sell them in Malaysia. For a while maybe they have it here but I went to find it in Jusco Mid Valley the other day, Na-da. Disappointment. Really.

Mama will probably be coming over on Wed. So my jogging starts afterwards. Current mode: Pemalas.

Sigh

2010-01-23T19:13:00.003+08:00

Wow. I only lost about 3 to 4kgs. After one week of strict Atkins and 2 weeks of no refine carbs diet. Until my mom buy a juicer for me, I will be continuing my no refine carbs diet. Will need to hunt on the lowest carb of rice and vercimelli. In case I crave for nasi and bihun goreng etc.

Found konnyaku jelly mix. Turns out Amway is selling it, so will order it from Ikmal. As to how to do it I'll belasah first. In the mean time I will still look for the shirataki noodle (ready made). Some says it taste like Laksa basah. So it will be perfect for me. *Yeay*

I'm also thinking of going to the gym, but I don't want to go alone. If only mama agree to come and stay here. Or any of my siblings. Then maybe we can go together. *Sigh*

I actually don't know where to start, in terms of planning our wedding. I think I should sit down with my mom and talk about budget first. Then maybe I can start berangan. *Sigh*

As for photos on the 16th, will try to ask from Yoyoy and Abg Ajak (my cousins). I was busy holding my shaking hands all day, hence the no photos from any of my many sisters, diorang tu kalau tak suruh, tak buat. *Sigh*

Confrontation hurts like hell

2010-01-22T17:51:00.003+08:00

Its been quite a challenging week for me, and trust me confronting a loved one is no expertise of mine. I've always been loud and outspoken, but when it comes to family, close friends and heartbeat, I melt. I tend to shut my thoughts and feelings from ever coming out. It doesn't feel good, you know... It is definitely not a way on dealing with bad emotions, because when you finally blurt it out, it will sound awful and mean to the other person.

And that what happen this week. A person cried. I feel relieved but she cried. Oh God, that is the worst feeling ever. I called my mother and Ikmal almost every chance I got that day. They (especially my mom) keep reassured that I'm doing the right thing, and that it is for her own benefit.

I have to admit, few days before the confrontation I was worried. worried hell. As to what her reaction will be, how she'll act, what she'll say etc... and what I was imagining will happen truly happened. That my friend, is why I've been timid all these years.

So it has been done. A part of me at ease, another part felt terrible. Let bygones be bygones and hope tomorrow will bring us closer.

Tired

2010-01-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

I cannot complain about my assignment in blogs or facebook. Cause, our lecturer dah warn us. So let me just put it this way. From my house (Sunway), harung puchong's jamm for 1 hour, went to Sek7 for a buat kerja sama-sama time, until like 12am. Went back to Puchong to send Amy, came back home. Top up food for my 7 cats, then wash my face, put on night gown, climb to bed, grab phone out of bag to set alarm. The time was 1am. Golek-golek, Kebil-kebil. Slept at around 2.30am. Phew...

Woke up at 6am. The alarm clock was set to goes off at 5am. Sigh. TIRED. Boil water, showered, put on any thing necessary. Top up some more food for my 7 cats, clean their litter box. Pour in hot water in tumbler with green tea, grab everything necessary, Out of the house around 6.45am. Walk from my house to my car parked outside of the apartment, chow to Puchong. Pick up Amy, harung jamm. Arrive UiTM at 8.05am, harung jamm dalam UiTM, find parking for 10mins. Double parked. Left name phone number. Panjat Mass Comm's own Batu Caves. Sampai class around 8.30am. Fuh.

Class ends 12.30pm? Group meeting until like hurm 2pm? Lupa. Turun Batu Caves, Send Alin to Kristal, went SACC for lunch, then PKNS survey 'rotan'. Went to Fatin's house. Lepak. Mengumpat. Went again to UiTM at 5pm naik tangga Batu Caves, sampai class. Class cancelled. Dok menung kat cafe. TIRED. SLEEPY. Menung lagi.

Gerak around 6pm to Puchong. Harung Jamm. Drop Amy. Reach Sunway at 8pm. Ikmal pick up. Off to PKNS again. Jewellery shops all close. The time was 8.30pm. WTF. Went to Dyana's Jewellery SACC, finally bought 'The Rotan'. Dinner at Uncle K. Went Home.

Top up food for my 7 cats, clean their litter box. Wash face. Put on night gown. seat in front of PC, typing. END. The most hectic day this year. On top of it all, I drive a manual kancil with no auto steering. If only cats can do foot massage, or full body massage. Cepat Tapir, urut!

Well...

2010-01-11T15:57:00.003+08:00

Ahhh... this is scary... Mama just called, and she said, Abah called MakLong. Wow, and I thought he cannot accept the fact that I'm getting married. He even exaggerated. He told MakLong, "Aza nak tunang" Huh? Kih kih. Comelnya Abah.

Well, its the first time for him, you know. Dia tak tau nak kata apa maybe. Anyway, Im glad that he's finally accepting. Shukur Alhamdullilah.

By the way, Im quite annoyed with Bulma and Goten right now. I dont think its the mating season, kan? Yang peliknya, Bulma keeps harrasing Cici, Cici didnt ask for it. Yang dok menyalak is Goten. Hish. Bising.

What makes you fat

2010-01-11T15:05:00.009+08:00

So I was thinking, which is more important in a wedding cake, is it the taste or the looks? Would u just look at all these wedding cakes. I cant seem to choose a favourite.

Have a feast...

Pic credits Choffles

This one pulak is more suitable to be a Hantaran cake

Passion

2010-01-11T12:42:00.004+08:00

Shoes indeed drives me crazy. Argh, I'm finding ways of making more money. Being a student is not easy, as we don't have enough, you know, CASH! I refuse to apply for PTPTN as it is actually doing more harm than good.

What is the most dangerous thing for me to do now? Duhh... Its browsing online shoe store. Especially place like this one. Argh... the shoes are irresistible. So yumm...

*Sigh* Cannot ask money from my darling as he is saving up for the wedding. *sigh again*

My lucky stone

2010-01-11T04:30:00.008+08:00

My mum went to see Uncle Bong last week with Angah. He said 1st January 2011 is good for us, and that it will bring abundance of wealth to our life. hiks. i loike. However, it will be better if we nikah at either 10am or 1pm. Since I prefer morning, so it will be at 10am. Hiks.

Uncle Bong added that the wedding ring for me should be diamond as it is my lucky stone. Ikmal and me went to Diamond and Platinum, we love it. I always wonder why people are so obsessed with diamond. Well, now i know why. Even Ikmal was excited. The look of his face when I slide in my finger a 40k worth of diamond ring. It's just1carat, and it was beautiful. Sigh.

I can't wait to have my diamond wedding ring.

Fun

2010-01-11T03:06:00.002+08:00

Facebook is for playing games. Im not into stalking people's life lah. They can choose to stalk me, but I prefer not stalking them.

What fun for me now is browsing people's blog for wedding theme lah, wedding cake lah, wedding dress lah, wedding bands lah. Hiks hiks.

Its more fun!

Penat

2010-01-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

House cleaning is not easy

Yumm

2010-01-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

Went Here and did this:

Now I know

2010-01-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

Taken from The Star Online
Published: Saturday January 9, 2010 MYT 6:28:00 PM
Bank manager stabbed to death near home

KUALA LUMPUR: Bank manager Andy Teoh accompanied his wife to dinner and shopping at the Sunway Pyramid shopping complex Friday night. It was to be their last outing together.

As Teoh, 48, and his wife were waiting for the lift to return to their unit at the Lagoon Perdana Apartments near Bandar Sunway, a man stabbed him in the back with what is believed to have been a dagger.

The assailant, who was also armed with a sickle, then slashed the bank manager's face.

Chased by the man, Teoh staggered for about 80ms, only to collapse and die on the spot in the incident at 10.45pm.

Upon seeing this, the killer panicked and fled from the scene as Teoh's 38-year-old wife shouted for help.

It is learnt that closed-circuit television cameras (CCTVs) were neither installed at the parking lot nor in the vicinity of the lift.

On Saturday, Selangor CID deputy chief ACP Omar Mammah said initial investigations revealed that the assailant targeted only Teoh and not his wife.

"We believe the couple were not acquainted with the assailant but had noticed him while walking from their car to the lift," he said, adding that the motive of the murder had not been ascertained.

He said checks revealed the absence of CCTVs near the lift and parking lot, adding that it was puzzling how the killer managed to pass through the apartment's security detail.

Omar said the couple married five years ago. - Bernama

Curiosity

2010-01-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

We went to Shah Alam, took Amway product from his parents house, went to kompleks PKNS (most shops are closed), SACC to have dinner, Diamond and Platinum (I fell in love). Then straight back home.

Tag access card, drove to parking spot, Eih, apesal tak boleh masuk parking, there were ambulance, police car, people surround the upper level of the basement parking. Everybody seems to wonder what happen. We drove around to find another way to the basement parking. Hurm. NONE.

So we parked at a parking spot nearest to stairs heading our house. Being a Mass comm'ers, I'm curious of what's going on, try to eavesdropping people's conversation but nada... Receive no information whatsoever.

Went upstairs, saw the guy who we hired to wash car. His Indian from India, so the Malay is a bit terrible, but understandable. He told us that a guy was slashed right about his calf or hips, he died. Then there this women who kept screaming, very noisy. I cannot match these pieces of stories, so I ask where? He said the other block, the guy was attacked from behind while he was waiting for the elevator.

Hurm, so whats up with the women screaming? While I was standing there, came another guy. A local Malay guy, his story pulak, the women is that dead guy's wife. She is from our block, went to her neighbour asking for help, hence the screaming.

Can u imagine my fear? Huh. Scary. I got goosebumps all the way to my house. Huh.

I really hope this gets media attention, so I can read it tomorrow in the newspaper. I really want to know what happen. Sigh.

Guardian

2010-01-08T12:14:00.002+08:00

Went and buy for myself a weighting scale, facial scrub, Biore pore pack, and Eversweet low calorie sweetener. To my surprise, (which I think is ridiculous) I lost 3kgs. Hurm. To believe or not to believe. I weight myself last week at home in Melaka, I was 68kg. This morning, 65kg.

I've only started diet on Tuesday. Hurm.

Sobs

2010-01-08T11:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I cried. We do argue now and then. We are not angels. We are human, arent we? Unless some of u think im in a relationship with some kind of alien. yikes.

A kind friend ask me yesterday, "Whats the rush on tying the knot?" I gave plenty of reason to her. This and that. Then something crossed my mind. The real question is, "Why wait?"

It is suppose to be simple. A boy and a girl met, they fell in love, they got married, they have babies and thats how life goes. So I ask again, "Why wait?"