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  1. Wow, Money will gone???

    Saturday, September 20, 2008

    I sense that we will all be in trouble soon, Raya is coming and we may have to face inflation soon.

    I think I should stop focusing on the future? The power of now or The law of attraction? Ya Allah, Selamat kan hambaMu...

    Dear today’s Gov Leaders and Opposition Leaders, Let’s put all the political differences behind us and start focusing on the upcoming Economic crisis. Stop thinking about yourself and focus all your energy on us. Instead of saying ‘No’ to this and that, say ‘How about this or that?’ No more trying to drag each other down. I know that you are all mature and brainy, I think it’s time for you to put on your thinking cap and save us.

    Be the Heroes I know in there somewhere.

    Dear citizens of Malaysia, I would like to take this opportunity to say that we need to change our perception. Sometimes if we focus on negativity too much it will bring us down. I realize that when I say Ikmal is annoying, I will only get more of that. I seriously believe in The Law of Attraction. If we say our government is bad, we will get more of that.

    Positive thoughts are always better than negative thoughts, isn’t it? So what are you waiting for? Come on!! Lets us together hand in hand, believe that tomorrow will be better and everything in our life is GREAT! Tetiba rasa POYO! Hahaha!
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  2. Im soon to become a GRANDMOTHER!!!

    Thursday, September 18, 2008

    Ni Bapak kepada budak-budak dalam kandungan Puppy
    My one and only daughter, Puppy is pregnant (I think she is). These few days since i notice that she's pregnant (maybe), she rarely move axcept when Coco kejar dia. Makan, Tido, Berak, Makan, Tido, Berak... Tu je la keja dia. This is a picture of her baru lepas makan, ready to have a shut-eye, tapi diganggu Azara Nur. Hahaha... Muka dia as always menyampah aku tengok... Menyombong jer... huh...

    Ikmal once ask me, "Among all the cats you have, siapa yang paling you sayang?" and I say, "Pippin". Then he ask again, "Maksud I yang hidup lagi?" then I answered, "Puppy". Walau dia sombong mane pon, still she will crawl to my bed and sleep with me, sit on the PC when I'm using it, Sit on my notes when I'm studying and the best part is in the morning, when i wake up and she hear my voice, she will come to me and sit on me and meoww. Aaaaahhhhh.... Sangat Chumel and manja...

    As for Coco, tak habis-habis nak keja Puppy. Kesian dia sampai luka-luka. Basikal tol. Anyway, I cant wait to be a Granny. I'm sure that she will have wonderful kids and hopefully tak ikut perangai bapak diorang yang pengotor (Berak tak tau tanam) lagi satu basikal! Hahaha... Still they are my Precious and i love them so Much!!!
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  3. Life never complicates us but we like to complicate life. Some people say life is difficult, but sometimes I wonder what it is about life that is difficult. As most people know, I have a great life. (Hahaha) sure we have the Ups and Downs, but it is just a piece of cake. There are few moments in my life that I classify as the worst nightmare, but that’s what makes life fun.

    A friend of mine (A) was having a nightmare that I cannot get my mind of it. She is a dear friend of mine. We are in a circle consist of eight people. A is firm, fun and truthful. B is the most quite one. C is noisy and people’s cloth is her favorite, D is emotional and sensitive. From B until D, all I should say that they look naïve but their heart I despise.

    E is straight and sweet, F is low in self confidence but very meticulous. G is a novel writer and sometimes lumpy. We were once very close and went through a lot together. There is one semester that I decided to take myself out of the circle because I felt used and unappreciated. Only E and an outsider friend know that I was hurt by them. I kept my cool and deal with my emotion alone as I know I will hurt our friendship if I told them what I felt.

    Though they (A to D) were also hurt when I was out of the circle, but they try not to show it and we remain friends. The next semester, we are back together though not as close as before but we are happy together. Friendship is about give and take. I decided to keep my anger to myself so I won’t jeopardize the friendship, and it works!!!

    The nightmare begins when A started crying and telling me that she is disappointed with our other friends (B to D), but she refuse to tell me what is it. I said let it be, it will be solve in a few days as I know how close they are. Sure they’ll find a way to make things out. I told E that my dear friend is having some trouble with B, C and D (me and my big mouth).

    Suddenly, one day, E told me something that change my day. I frankly don’t know how it happens, but all I care about is what B, C and D is talking behind A’s back to E, F and G. OMG!!!! I was furious and ask E, "Do you believe them? Do you think A will do that? Is it possible that any person will do that?” and she says, “I don’t know, they sounds convincing. Because they say they have prove.”

    I seriously at that time felt that I should do something to make things right, because I know it is because my big mouth that cause B, C and D thought that A told me about their argument. The best part is that they thought A told me everything, but truthfully she only told me that they had an arguments not what they argue about. So when I call A to tell her what E told me she started to tell me what they argue about.

    She tries to keep her cool by saying to me that it’s alright, that everything is alright. She only requested me to just let this thing slip off my mind, and never bring up this matter again because it hurts her. So there you go, a true friend who though her other friends are talking behind her back and try to take her DIGNITY away from her, yet she still try her very best not to do the same to her ‘so called’ friends.
    Although until now I don’t know exactly what happen, but I kept my loyalty to A, but not to the others because I respect her maturity and rationality. Though were left by them, but we are happy with only the two of us still together because we know that they are nothing as compared to what we will become.

    Every time I saw them in the hallway or in class, I cannot stop thinking to myself of what had caused them to change? Or maybe it’s my ignorance that had caused me to not see them as them before this. That their naïve physical cause me to skip all negative vibe that I receive from them when we were together? They don’t have to apologize to me, they never have to. There is only one person that they should as for forgiveness from; it is A. though I know A already had forgiven them. It is just for the sake of humanity. To give and to ask for forgiveness, as they had done a ‘FITNAH’ and all Muslims know what it is and what it equals to.

    I apologize to A as I shouldn’t write this blog about her but I want to set the record straight once and for all. I LOVE YOU and May Allah bless you with all the happiness in the world…
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  4. A reply to a Kata-Kata.

    Tuesday, September 16, 2008

    Negara mane yang politiknya tiada corruption and bla bla bla... show me... not much but a little. Sorry to say, even IF there is a new gov to be form... things wont change much... if you say:"progress are impossible without changes" i say YES go ahead... Change!! Do i have to change my religion in order to progress? NO! Perhaps i have to change my lifestyle?
    Not all people in UMNO are "segerombolan korup dan megalomaniac". Its like saying Orang Melayu Pemalas. UnFair and UnJust. Kalau nak kata UMNO dulu follow je British or Pro-British. WHO ARE WE TO SAY THAT? We are not from that Years. The most important is to get rid of them. I remember my Grandmother once told me Tunku Abd Rahman datang Melaka. Ramai rakyat Melaka yang serahkan Barang kemas diorang pada Tunku so He can go and ask for kemerdekaan from British. That shows that they want to be free no matter how much it will cost them.

    How do we know that it is an easy process? How much does it cost to fly from Malaysia to UK now? How much do you think it cost before Merdeka? It is by their own expenses except the last trip, when Tunku went to Melaka. According to my Grandma juga, that is why Tunku announce kat Melaka. The point is UMNO is not the Hero but Tunku and his associates are the Hero, and not forgetting the rakyat of Malaya. It is each and everyone of them who contributed to what we have today.

    At least we should be GRATEFUL. That is what we are not now. What is it about Malaysia that is in need of change? UNGRATEFULNESS pun contribution tu corruption. Dah dapat apartment nak condo. Cari lagi duit nak Banglo plak. dapat kancil nak perdana then tukar Merc. Changes don’t have to be today, tomorrow or Next year. Changes consume time. From what I can see, they are changing. Hopefully it will last until everybody is satisfied. Everybody make choices and sometimes mistaken, I can understand. Too many bad choices also bad, but when there’s effort, give ways for more.

    Sedangkan hanya berniat sahaja dah diberi pahala dosa inikan effort. Bukan takda orang UMNO yang against the Pentadbiran, ada… these people also want changes bukan setakat dalam nation but also in UMNO itself. Bersabar adalah separuh IMAN, kita doalah for a better tomorrow. Tak semestinya Change everything, kalau nak lagi progress tukar Cina jd PM, mmg cepat kita dapat lari sebelah S’pore. It is not my intention to be unjust to the Malay or Indian but Chinese, Japanese, Korean, yang mata2 sepet ni memang rajin. DNA diorang ada strand rajin. Tapi kita takut diketepikan dekat tanah sendiri, sbb DNA diorang ada jugak strand pentingkan diri. So macam mana? Which ways do you prefer? There is no right or wrong to this question. There are only PROs and CONs.

    FIKIRLAH!!!
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  5. Wednesday, September 10, 2008

    Kak Nyra and Hubby
    What is marriage all about? Two of his Ex was married this year, most of his Ex either engaged or married. What a slap to my face. Different people have different definition of happiness, mine is FAMILY. SOME people wants security in a man, as for me, I just want somebody who can love me as ME; bad-tempered, balloon, cranky, romantic, plain, shopping, dining…


    Not only his Ex was married, even most people close to me were married. I think it’s the small person in me that is jealous. I don’t like to be envy of other people because I know I’m happy now. Why must marriage be such a disturbing impulse in my brain? Whenever it crosses my mind I will get cranky and moody all of the sudden.


    Huh!!! Her name is Persona, I have to admit that she is gorgeous and she got this really big ass (something I don’t have). Now that a new woman appears in his life, demanded for his attention, I just can’t stop myself from being the most annoying person in his life. He told me something that quite pisses me off a bit, ‘bila I nak tido dengan Persona ek?’ OMG… tak rasa nak lempang ke? I try to focus on tomorrow’s presentation, but as usual, he is being him and annoys me with his knowledge of piston la, air filter la, bla bla bla…


    I want to marry him seriously. I’ve already put my attention to it, it’s just that I can’t do it because I have another two years of degree and I don’t want to risk it for babies . So my inner self will just have to wait. Again.
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  6. Hanya Meluah Perasaan...

    Monday, September 8, 2008

    I am supposed to continue working on my assignment when I decided to go read the star online. I had promise myself not to read newspaper few month ago because I’m fed up with political news that appear almost every day. Anwar this Anwar that, Pak Lah this Pak Lah that. I was brought up in a Pro-UMNO family. Although now, they are starting to lose faith in UMNO, but I still believe that UMNO can change if it is lead by a different leader. The problem is that there is no one in UMNO that is worth to fight for. I saw the loyalty in every eyes of my orang kampong Sungai Petai during UMNO meeting yesterday. Though they are not in the same page on who to become the UMNO chief in the kampong, still they love UMNO, every bit of it. They don’t have any agenda on why they support the party, they just believe and have faith in its leadership because its history.

    Modernization had spoilt everything in Malaysia; the selfishness of most ‘orang bandar’ would do anything for the sake of their personal gain. Malay is dived into two- the UMNO Malay and PKR Malay. From what I can see now both UMNO and PKR are not fighting for the Malay community. UMNO is fighting for hurm….. I don’t know! PKR is fighting for Anwar. Furthermore, most PKR Malays are so focus on reformation that they are blinded by the consequences of it. It is like a trend now to become a PKR or Pakatan Rakyat supporters. Everyone is influenced by one another. Especially the young people, the generation that are more educated, the people who don’t have their own opinion and the selfish ones.

    I live in my kampong my entire life, I life in Melaka my entire life, I live in Malaysia my entire life. I never feel unsecure as when Pak Lah became the Prime Minister. I never heard of racism until Pak Lah take over the country. The thing is whenever I balik kampong, I cannot stop myself from hating the Chinese as I had been feeling that my entire stay in Selangor and Wilayah. I really hate most Chinese in Selangor and Wilayah. I seriously never felt that way when I was in Melaka. I have Chinese, Indian and Malay blood running in my vein and I even when to Chinese school. Unfortunately, I feel some regret of knowing to speak and understand Mandarin as I can understand what the Chinese in Selangor and Wilayah is talking about Malays and Indians. I seriously feel like Melinda Gordon in Ghost Whisperer. Hahaha…

    I don’t know why but my hands are shaking when writing this blog. I am angry and I am fed up of Malays who are so tolerant and have this ‘tak pe’ attitude. I seriously dare any survey agency to do a survey on customer service in Malaysia. Which race will end up highest in lodging in complains? They will fight for their right until the last sen! Malay and Indian don’t have such enthusiastic. That is why Malay and Indian are far behind the Chinese. That is why Chinese students are leading in school. That is for me what we should be, how we should act. We must stand up for ourselves. What ‘ok’? What ‘takpe-takpe’? Shout and scream to ourselves! I can’t wait to complete my degree and married and move back to Melaka. Melaka racial harmony is far, and far beyond comparable. I never have hatred towards other races in Melaka (especially Chinese). Melaka for me is the best place to live in! I hope we all can change for better news in the newspaper so I can happily get back to my newspaper reading!!!

    This is something i read in Tun Dr Mahathir's Blog today by Mr Cool (i dont know who is it). i dedicated this to all MALAYS tak kira PKR ke UMNO...

    PARA PEMIMPIN MELAYU DALAM PKR,

    PARA PEMIMPIN MELAYU DALAM PAS

    DAN PARA PEMIMPIN MELAYU DALAM UMNO….

    ANDA ADALAH LIABILITI KEPADA SURVIVAL ORANG MELAYU DI MALAYSIA…

    ORANG MELAYU TERLALU BAIK HATI NYA….

    MENYERAHKAN SINGAPURA KEPADA ORANG CINA…..

    DAN SETERUSNYA MENYERAHKAN PULAU BATU PUTIH KEPADA MEREKA

    DENGAN KATA KATA RINGKAS….TAK APA….

    IT’S A WIN WIN SATUATION…

    SELEPAS INI…APA LAH LAGI YANG AKAN DISERAHKAN…

    HANYA DENGAN MENGGUNAKAN ALASAN….

    TAK APA….KITA BUKAN RACIST….

    TETAPI….TAHUKAH ANDA…..

    RACIST…ADALAH SIFAT SEMULAJADI MANA MANA MANUASIA DI DUNIA INI….

    TUNJUKKAN ,KAUM MANAKAH DI DUNIA INI TIDAK PRO KEPADA KAUM NYA….

    ORANG ARAB,PARSI,YAHUDI,AFRIKA,CINA,INDIA…

    SEMUA NYA RACIST….

    ORANG MELAYU JIKA MENJADI RAKYAT DI INDIA…..

    APAKAH TIDAK AKAN DI DISKRIMINASIKAN….

    ORANG MELAYU JIKA MENJADI RAKYAT DI CINA ATAU SINGAPURA….

    APAKAH TIDAK AKAN DI DISKRIMINASIKAN…..

    JANGAN DIKATAKAN BERLAINAN KAUM…

    BERLAINAN UGAMA PUN….

    DIDISKRIMINASIKAN….

    JANGAN DIKATAKAN NEGARA…

    DI SYARIKAT SYARIKAT YANG DI DOMINASI OLIH KAUM MEREKA…

    ORANG MELAYU AKAN DIDISKRIMINASIKAN….

    LIHAT LAH FAKTA DISEKELILING ANDA….

    ADA TERLALU BANYAK…

    DAN BACALAH SEJARAH….

    MASJID PUN KENA ROBOH……

    INDONESIA….THAILAND…ADALAH BERBERAPA CONTOH YANG KITA TAHU..

    TIDAK AKAN MEMBENARKAN IDENTITI KAUM DITONJOLKAN…

    BACA SEJARAH…

    PENGAKUAN PEMIMPIN AWAL MEREKA SEBELUM MERDEKA

    MENGENAI HAK ISTIMEWA ORANG MELAYU DAN UGAMA ISLAM...

    ORANG MELAYU SANGAT BAIK HATI…

    MEMBENARKAN PENGGUNAAN NAMA BERDASARKKAN KAUM,

    MEMBENARKAN PENUBUHAN SEKOLAH / PERSATUAN BERASASKAN KAUM,

    MEMBENARKAN PENUBUHAN PARTI BERASASKAN KAUM

    PEMIMPIN MELAYU DI PULAU PINANG SANGAT BAIK HATI…

    KERANA BERSABAR DAN BERTOLERANSI DENGAN KETETAPAN...

    ORANG CINA MESTI MENJADI KETUA MENTERI DI NEGERI ITU….

    ORANG MELAYU BUKANNYA HENDAK MENJADI TUAN BESAR DALAM NEGARA

    YANG DIDOMINASIKAN OLEH MEREKA…

    CUMA ORANG MELAYU BERHARAP…..

    KAUM KAUM LAIN BERPADA PADALAH JIKA MEMINTA…

    BERHATI HATILAH KALAU BERKATA KATA…

    BERWASPADA LAH KALAU HENDAK MENDADA….

    BERTIMBANGRASALAH APABILA BERTINDAK...

    ANDA TELAH DAPAT MENDIAMI SEBUAH NEGARA ORANG MELAYU

    YANG MEMBENARKAN LOCENG DI BUNYIKAN DI KUIL KUIL..

    TARIAN SINGA DAN OPERA DI BENARKAN…

    BAHKAN PERAYAAN KAUM ANDA DI BERIKAN STATUS…CUTI UMUM…

    SEDANGKAN…DI SINGAPURA


    AZAN PUN TIDAK DIBENARKAN MENGGUNAKAN PEMBESAR SUARA…

    BACA SEJARAH…TAPI JANGAN BANDINGKAN SEJARAH TAMADUN MANUSIA….

    KERANA ADA ORANG YANG CUBA


    MENYATAKAN TAMADUN MEREKA LEBIH DOMINAN

    BACA SEJARAH PENUBUHAN MALAYSIA…..

    PEMIMPIN PEMIMPIN MELAYU DALAM UMNO,PKR DAN PAS….

    JANGAN TERKEJUT SATU HARI NANTI……

    GENARASI ANDA, 20 ATAU 50 TAHUN AKAN DATANG..

    ORANG MELAYU HANYA TINGGAL SEHELAI SEPINGGANG

    DI TANAH TUMPAH DARAH TOK NENEK MEREKA...

    TUN…SAYA MENYOKONG PENDIRIAN TUN…

    SELAMAT BERPUASA DAN SAYA MENDOAKAN TUN SENTIASA DALAM SIHAT

    by Mr. Cool at Che Det's BLog

    P/S: I don’t like PAK LAH AND NAJIB but ANTI-them will only cause my attention to them according to the LAW OF ATTRACTION. The thing is I don’t have anyone to be PRO of….*sigh*
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